INFINITE SUNSHINE

2012: HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2012-01-29T14:32:00.009+08:00

Man, has it been a while!

So much has happened in the past year and i'm so excited about 2012!

First of all, i'm going to Cebu for holiday, then to england (to meet my boyfriend's family and friends, and to meet my family), helsinki and then hopefully to taipei at the end of the year! Things are looking up so far so i'm going to go with the flow.

Only thing (I was telling Jen about it) is that my horoscope says that this year will be a bad year in terms of money management, which i suppose is inevitable. I've always been crap at managing my money. I shop WAY too much for my own good and even if i try not to shop for clothes, shoes & accessories, i always end up spending a ton buying cosmetics &/or toiletries. One bad habit to add to the list of new years resolutions, in order to curb them.

So here are Shahirah's 2012 New Years Resolutions:
1. Quit smoking before going to England
2. Get back to a healthy lifestyle (I haven't ran in at least 8 months!)
3. Get my tan on.
4. Spend money on haircuts instead of trimming my own fringe in the bathroom
5. Get out more
6. BETTER MONEY MANAGEMENT. MUST NOT BUY THAT CAMERA I'VE BEEN EYEING.
7. Take better care of my health
8. Do up a plan for my online store
9. Make more time for people
10. Oh & learn some tagalog. for cebu baby!!

So that's it, for now! as the year goes by, it's probably going to pile up and never happen but at least it's the thought that count! ahaha

So yesterday, Shilpee, Roshni & I helped out to be models at Simran's Cosmoprof Portfolio Shoot!

Stage Makeup in my 2011's Halloween Costume - Jonah Hex!!

Simran's Sister! - Nicki Minaj look! (Roshni & I are convinced it's more of a Katy Perry look though)

& with the wig

Simran's teacher gave me a mohawk! ahaha love it.

After that, I had to go to Jen's to get all the makeup off. I was going back with Simran's shades but it was too crazy even then, on my own.

ahh serenity.

Also, i've recently launched my new Online Store, LILIJA! :)

I'm giving away a $40 shopping voucher for those whole like & share the page on their facebook walls and the winners will be announced by mid feb! Support would be very much appreciated! XOXO :)

Here's a link to the fb page: LILIJA ON FACEBOOK

Off to gradually check off 2012 NY Resolutions #3. I hope the sun doesn't run off by the time i hit the tanning beds.

BYE!

monday blues are here too early.

2011-09-05T04:20:00.002+08:00

can't sleep and i'm so fucking hungry now. plus, tomorrow's my first day of my new job so approximately 3 hours from now, i'll be needing a truckload of coffee. the restlessness is probably due to the fact that i had a venti caramel frappe in the evening. caffeine works way to well for me!!

ahh still hungry. i'll just go for a puff before i try (for the 3rd time tonight) to go to sleep.

HUNGRY.

1979

2011-09-04T02:47:00.001+08:00

I thought ps I love you was the saddest movie till I watched the last king of Scotland.

Unemployed Freedom (3 workdays worth)

2011-08-31T18:45:00.002+08:00

I spent the first out of my first 3 days of unemployed freedom at a yoga class (waste of time - pilates is MUCH more worth the time & effort traveling),
getting a hair cut (so cheap, only $33. shiok.)

& got a pedicure too!

starting my new job next week so this week, i'm going to take advantage of whatever free time I have! off to steves xoxxoxo

2011-05-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

2011-05-14T06:21:00.001+08:00

2011-05-14T06:16:00.002+08:00

lying down browsing the internet and it's six in the morning... and i have a shoot tomorrow afternoon, which means i have to be up in 4 hours and 40 minutes if i fall asleep at this exact moment. i know that won't happen and i'm tired as fuck so i'll have one more and hit the sack.

i love going dancing and shall maybe go crubbing tomorrow seeing as i'm working the whole of next weekend for Gucci :D

i love working part-time. fuck office jobs at least for the next month. after that i shall try to get a real job

2011-05-11T12:02:00.002+08:00

it feels so good to be once again, unemployed, well with a part-time job. i can now relax, stay in and wake up in the middle of the day feeling useless and unproductive but good nonetheless. realllly good :)

so i made dinner yesterday. thai red curry squash w chicken and brownie torte for dessert! only thing was that i cut myself while using the knife (again) and had to stop to chill out because i can't stand looking at open wounds but i continued after. so glad i did! i'm definitely becoming domesticated..

HAHA ❤ you chicas!

2011-04-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

Week 6 Day 2

2011-04-05T16:53:00.001+08:00

Gone were the days of lying in until 2 in the afternoon and spending the rest of the dya by the pool and watching family guy & american dad.. 5 more weeks till my internship ends!

also, i think i forgot how to blog.

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2011-04-03T20:09:00.001+08:00

Best laziest sunday; 2 rounds at the pool, got myself a tan (well sort of), canned chilli tuna for dinner and 2nd movie in a bit after a nice hot shower! Nothing like the weekends :)

♥ Bintan 2011

2011-04-02T18:22:00.003+08:00

2011-04-02T18:18:00.004+08:00

going to get ready to leave for steve's, i've cooked dinner :D only fuckin thing was that i put cream in the sauce and somehow it melted to become oil, which then i had to slowly scoop out because well, there was tonnes of it.
still, looking forward to this weekend of chilling <3

2011-03-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

it's been a while.
internship's started about 4 weeks ago. into my 5th week now and all i can think about is how i can manage my time around everything and still manage to get a good night's rest. henceforth, i shall make my way into bed right after this. lynn, i shall call u back tomorrow because i'm too tired to talk.

and after all that exercise today, i'll need all the strength and willpower to get out of bed! good night!

♥

2010-09-03T12:43:00.001+08:00

My mum helped me take this for casting shots i sent it to hk, and i absolutely love it!

Estoy Aprendiendo Espanol! (because i'm so bored! haha)

2010-09-03T11:37:00.011+08:00

i'm glad to announce that i haven't been bumming around like a hobo recently. i've been out and about, hanging out and going to the gym which i've taken a further liking to since i've started going for the workout classes. i'm supposed to go for pilates today at one but i hate rushing and shall not succumb to conformity - i shall not rush through my day as time is not money and i have a lot of it. i know, ya'll say it's a luxury to have so much time to spare but i'm fucking bored half the time, trying to find things to do when everyone's overseas, working, busy with boyfriends, etc. i however, am mostly busy during the weekends where i work and party the nights away. and we all know not many people club during the weekdays so here i am, on a friday morning blogging my heart out. i'm not pouring out my emotions via blogging. but for i was in the moment.
i've also been hanging out around river valley recently and already have a condo in mind for when i get a good job and start earning real $$$. oh god that would be brilliant. but for now, i shall stick to home, my friend's condo, and.... the almost confirmed HONG KONG TRIP! might be going for a month or two, depending on the situation but i'm completely psyched. but before then, there's always BALI! :) ahhh can't wait. i'm living in the future right now, not sure if that's a good thing.

so anyway, on my birthday, i had some close friends come over to have dinner and then we headed to attica :))) it was a fucking brilliant night and thanks you guys who made it! I wuv you mucho!

ahh. jobs are comin in for F1, so happy that i'll most likely be up for a couple events. and after that, it's traveling! as for now, i shall attempt to finish my coffee at a normal person's rate (i take agesss for some reason) and then i'm off to they gym. ta!

after all that,

2010-09-02T02:29:00.002+08:00

you're still one sexy motherfucker. a god i tell you!

and it goes something like this;

2010-08-25T12:27:00.003+08:00

old meathead A: hi. my name's john. what's your name?
me: my dad's name is john.
john: oh really?
me: yes it is.
john: so what's your name?
me: shahirah. (and i turn back and ignore him after)
john to his meathead B: her dad's name is john and her name is shakira.
meathead B: shakira?? she's lying man. her name can't be shakira.

you know why my name can't be shakira? because it isn't but a lot of people sure seem to think it is. i should just save the trouble and change my name completely.

or.... that should just be my new "model name".
for it would be awesome.

roll out

2010-08-18T02:22:00.001+08:00

birthday dinner tonight with the family :D ♥
it is also ladies night. :DDDD hint hint

i'm so going to *-it-up this time (even though i try to refrain from doing so but i deem it to be necessary

2010-08-18T02:13:00.003+08:00

i feel sick reading your comments on fb *barfs*

*wakes up the next day feeling sick so i have a cup of coffee and some eggs*
and i *barfs* again. hahahahaha

'Tis to match your wonderful grammatical errors. and i must admit, mine's not perfect but not half as bad as yours. but still! *barfs* ahhh feel sick.

(i know i know - meow)

monday

2010-08-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

i think of you and i say to myself; "fuck, this is really not worth my time".
but fuck it hahahaha

says she's got it all says she's got it all but she doesn't

2010-08-15T23:48:00.005+08:00

The initial plan was to come home and head for a run but that plan's gone down the drain because it's late and dodgy now. so what i'll do now is take a shower and head to bed early so i'll be able to have an early start tomorrow. going to make some chicken in the morning and then it's off to the gym and then possibly queensway! (please wake up lynn!! :D)

been hearing a lot of shit about JB recently as well. apparently it's not as safe as i thought it was but nevertheless, we made it across the border;

and my personal favourite (yes my own brand in msia HAHA)...

man the food was good, and cost me a total of a whooping 5 SING!
yes i know all of you out there have already been there, since its like half an hour away from most places in singapore, but i haven't been there in years! i can't even rmb the last time i was there.. maybe when i was 13 or something. i'm not so sure. i wish i had brought my camera but for i was too afraid of getting robbed HAHA.
so tough luck, i might not even set foot there for a long time, after the stories my brother told me last night. fucking insane, and for the second time in this post; dodgeeeeey.

on a brighter note, relatives from the great country of britain are arriving in singapore tomorrow! :)

x

when the sun goes down

2010-08-15T15:58:00.001+08:00

The train ride to somerset is taking ages for some reason, and I'm dressed indecently (by singapore standards, which isn't that hard to go over) and I'm all dressed for the hot hot heat. The only annoying thing is that not only is it fucking hot, its drizzling. And no one likes a drizzle. It should either be hot and sunny or, cold and rainy. Not half way through. Its like being liking someone who isn't really sure which gender their into, unless of course, that they're bi and you're already aware of this beforehand. But that's just me.

Off to get salad dressing and its off to river valley.
I love sundays. Muy bueno!

11 past 8

2010-08-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

i just spent 10 useless minutes aimlessly surfing the internet because i forgot why i even switched on my laptop in the first place and i've finally figured it out; i'm going to upload the photos i've taken recently onto facebook and maybe here. i know it's not that important but i had to write it down somewhere before i forgot again.

it's been a brilliant past couple days - celebrated the nation's birthday via tanjong beach club & movie marathoning, if there is such a word. i'm guessing not because it's been underlined in red by spell check.

off to upload them and then it's my awesome tomato soup with chicken and then it's late night running. so excited to know that not long from now, i'll be back in shape again. yay

Tubing

2010-08-05T16:58:00.008+08:00

i've been on youtube for most of the time i've been awake today and i've come to realize that i love YT. with all my heart.
so i found that amazing song we've been hearing at attica and some other new tracks + foreign electronica songs. i'm in love, and it's not even friday yet. well, it's a good day and i'm on the fabulous track to recovery. my dad told me that i should pick up a hobby and i've found it. youtubing! (and i'm well aware that most of the world's population is way ahead of me) nevertheless, i'm stoked!

and this is so cute! you have to see it!

oh i have found my true love.
phaha.

hi

2010-07-31T18:12:00.002+08:00

there's nothing wrong with not being perfect. nothing wrong with having a zit, bad hair day, being short, being "fatter than you used to be". what's the big deal anyway? if you're not happy with how another person is (unless of course, you're ready to have an intervention for them because they've become alcoholics/druggies/etc), then what's the problem? no one ever asked you for your opinion.

i'm happy with the way i am right now and stop being such a rude motherfucker.

friday i'm not in love

2010-07-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

i keep telling myself i shouldn't go out to clubs/bars midweek and yet i keep finding myself in the same predicament. starting now, i'm going to make plans and actually stick to it. it would be the ideal way to go.

so lynn and I ended up going to le noir last night after a jug at cascaden.
boy did i make the wrong decision to stay on after she left. next time, i'm just leaving when the clock strikes 12. today's going to be mad as well. orchard, casting and then on to visit jen at her booth! (oh and clubbing later on at night) whoot whoot

Avita Vid

2010-07-30T15:05:00.001+08:00

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2010-07-28T02:21:00.005+08:00

I love it when I bump into weird people in the bus, as long as they're not smelly.
today, i saw this guy with a named Brandon (he was wearing a name tag) and he was closing his eyes tightly while lip-synching to what seemed like a Mariah Carey song or perhaps it was Whitney Houston, I'm still not sure. but boy was it intense, and so was my stare, which he saw when he suddenly opened his eyes after the song finished. hahahahaha it was brilliant! and yeah, he didn't smell from where I was sitting!

been busy with more work + planning an event! i'm so sexcited about it but i'm really afraid it'll be a flop. but it's going on during my birthday weekend so you guys (if you're reading this) have to come down kay. it's going to be at Supperclub so make your way down! 21st august, tentatively.

on a brighter note, i'm pretty happy with my (what you may not consider one because i'm still so damn white) tan! we went down to sentosa to celebrate yalena's birthday! :)

sunday is henceforth my favourite day of the week. there's nothing like the beach, friends and booze on a lazy afternoon. sure beats moping around at home. i don't know about this sunday but i'm sure looking forward to it. it's only tuesday and i'm spent. maybe because i've spent the whole night watching music vids and standup comedy on youtube. it's 2.46am and i've got appx 5 hours till i have to wake up.

started the whole healthy lifestyle today. i hope it sticks.

Bastille Day w/ Jen @ Tanjong Beach Club

2010-07-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

we got stashed!
what a great way to spend a Sunday though - a bottle of vodka, $14 buffalo wings & a $10 bbq platter (with steak, drumstick, ribs & lamb OMG) and just before we started eating the second plate, the cutest puppy came up and snabbed the drumstick, leaving us with a new platter free of charge!

ahhh, going to see a horror flick later at night. it's been years. i just hope i can sleep without freaking out later tonight! haha right like that'll happen!

hello again.

2010-07-13T12:44:00.003+08:00

life's been peachy. partying on weekends and working during the week. helping out my mum at the office, accounts and packing shirts, to let those who asked know.

so anyway, will be disabling comments from now on. i know it's the same cunt who's been hate commenting me so i just wanted to let you know that you seriously need to get a life. i'd be upset but i'm a hater too. only difference is that i'm not a coward and i don't go around insulting people anonymously. that's just low.

so fuck you, you worthless punter.

oh by the way,
it's spelt as "also", not "oso". i'd correct the other words as well that you can't spell out properly, but then again, i think you're beyond hope. and i bet you can't help it can you? i guessed not.

shahirah xx

where the worms at?

2010-06-30T08:33:00.005+08:00

i finally got around to purchasing a small bottle of SilkBath yesterday - a couple months ago i went and did the print ad + commercial;

and so some of my friends have already been using and told me it had a great smell so i went and got a sample for myself (no, they didn't give me a year's supply. ahahah.) and tried out the bath for myself in the comfort of my own home!

it actually was pretty awesome and i feel like getting the bigger bottle now but i'd feel cheated if i actually bought it. haha ok la, i won't be such a cheapskate and get the other two now! the other one's grape and there's one in teatree or something. well it's only a dollar ninety-five for the small bottles and i'm a sucker for samples.

mehh, off to get ready for work.
it's actually the first time i've been up on time. enough time to laze around, have coffee, read the papers and blog about the kind of shower gels i use that is. haha.

Yesterdaay was a lie

2010-06-29T10:06:00.002+08:00

i just woke up and i feel like i haven't slept at all. i hate it when this happens.
i tried to go for a run as well at 7am just now but it just had to rain. i wonder if i'd of had gone back to sleep if it wasn't raining.. i think yes!

summer's here.

2010-06-28T22:23:00.009+08:00

its only been a little while, but I already miss..

drinks by the lake after (your) work

having baguette hamburgers & fries on the mountains

overcrowded tourist spots

pretty old towns & cathedrals

really huge (ass) botanical gardens (yes, it's so huge, you could fit almost...anything really)

ugly chickens.. right!!!

Tibetan protests - well it wasn't much of a protest really. it was like 2 hours of music and then 15 minutes of shouting and that's all i saw but it didn't look very promising at all.

and wine tasting (and you lar of course! haha)(and getting fined because we weren't aware of the fact that we had to pay for the train ride there. someone said it was free and we just had to be in the same cabin as the "fare controllers". greattt.

ahhh can't wait till august!

as for now, i think i've got to do some stretching.
had kfc and a bowl of thai hor fun today and you have no idea how full i am right now! urgh. as i just finished that second piece of chicken, i read my sms - i had a casting the next morning. wah die. better run in the morning. hahahahha

good night ya'll.
can't wait till my food digests as well. ehhk.

9 to 5

2010-06-28T12:14:00.004+08:00

it's already 12 and i still feel as shitty as did when i woke up. i keep doing the whole, i know i have work the next day but i still choose to sleep as late as i can keep my eyes open for but at least I've reduced my sleeping time from 6 in the morning all the way up to 1.30am. some progress is still better than none at all, so they say.

ever since I've been back, I've been working my butt off, or at least I'm trying to. but it's working well. I'm sending in my resume for a job i want to get but I'm not sure if they're taking in part timers. i hope they are because it's such a good opportunity and if i get it, I'll be as happy as the Germans are right now.

but I've been so bored lately that I've resorted to playing games online and i've found my new obsession - Tiki Resort on facebook. hahahahaha. well, since i don't have the iPhone and because of that, i can't play Tap Resort, I went online and looked for something similar and it's even better. ugghhh. what am i becoming?? i've hated playing games (any sort really except for DDR when i was much younger) since forever and now is definitely not a good time to start. it never is. i've been seeing tal's Castle Age alerts all over facebook and i'm slightly tempted to start...but one must resist.

yeah, i'm definitely going a teenage crisis, if there's such a thing!

yeah whatupp

2010-06-13T00:39:00.001+08:00

i absolutely love this pic!
thanks jono! :D

2010-06-11T05:18:00.001+08:00

and no you idiot, i did not quit school.

Steph goh, you're amazing. but sorry i couldn't help messing with the photo haha

2010-06-11T05:14:00.003+08:00

Photographer: Steph Goh

The planets bend between us.

2010-06-11T05:07:00.003+08:00

i've been thinking way too much for the past few days and the jet lag isn't helping. it's 5 am and i still don't feel the slightest wave of being tired. this is not good. i mean i went for drinks with the girls just now and that isn't helping.

♡

2010-06-09T04:14:00.001+08:00

Well-behaved women seldom make history.
- Laurel Thatcher Ulrich

GVA WEEK 1

2010-05-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

4th day in switzerland - spent the first day transferring flights and had a detour in glasgow because of the volcanic ash. it's been so pretty and i'm really loving the weather here. i can actually wear jeans without worrying about getting a heat stroke! it's ten am now and i have to get ready to head out soon for lunch in town so i'm going to make myself some instant coffee and read a couple chapters out on the balcony. thank god the weekends almost here. no more work for N! (:

GOODBYE SUNNY ISLAND, I ♥ YOU.

2010-05-16T14:43:00.004+08:00

right now, i'm sifting through what i really need to bring and what i can get over there. i love my jackets and i have to choose 2 out of the 5 i would kill to bring - of which one is the zara sleeveless jacket that i got with zach ages ago but i should really bring it because
a) it's pretty.
b) i can never ever wear it in singapore.

so it's done. i'm bringing this one.
i'm so obsessed with what to bring right now it's crazy. and i'll be wearing my glasses in the plane. v unglam but i can't very well go through a 21hr flight sleeping with my contacts. i'll be praying that i'll know nobody on the flights..

got to finish packing! &..
I AM SO SEXCITED!!!

i am also having chicken rice before i land in a land that doesn't have chicken rice, or at least one that costs less than 60 dollars.

ahhhhhhhhhhh
can't wait to get out of this country. x

EUROPE HERE I COME. (If my luggage doesn't go beyond the weight limit)

2010-05-12T19:22:00.005+08:00

problem of the day:
i've packed most of the stuff i need into the luggage, but I'm really running out of space. which means i can't bring back lotsa stuff when i shop there, because i know that i'm shopping for sure. i mean there's H&M. and so many other shops that prolly has a french name but are filled with pretty things and i don't know what to do!! I'm going to be away for 3 weeks this time and i need all the warm clothes i can get. how........
should i buy stuff there and wear it straight away or bring clothes with me??!

i think i'll opt for the first option I've given myself.
urgh. i'm screwed.
plus i still have to pick up more stuff to bring there.
AIYO.

on the plus side, I've gotten a Polaroid camera to bring on my trip!! (since i can't afford the s90 as of now..)
it is going to be awesome.

4 days till takeoff! :)))))))
"farewell party" this fri, do come. hahaha

yes.. yes... YES!

2010-05-07T00:32:00.003+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I am so obsessed with this song/vid. but i like the remix soooooooo much better. rarr.

what is real, and what isn't.

2010-05-06T04:28:00.001+08:00

i can't seem to differentiate dreams and reality nowadays.
is that a bad thing?

When the 2 of my most favourite cartoons of all time combine into 1......

2010-05-06T04:23:00.000+08:00

because it makes me feel like..

2010-05-06T04:00:00.008+08:00

just came back from butter with lynn and we went for some food after. didn't stay too long because my headache was getting worse. i slept a total of 17 hours yesterday + paracetamol to ease everything out but i guess i should rest more. but it was good tonight. like chilled out kinda good. went a bit too crazy last week. even went to zouk on sunday afternoon (!!!! some private party that jono brought chritabel and i into, the djs were good!) and after that went to azzura. sundays have never been better (:

been working quite a bit too, saving up for my little trip which thank god, is finally coming. i leave on the 16th, and that's still slightly over a week from now but i guess i can wait. it's not like i have a choice, because if i could leave today, i would of had. mehh.

supper the other day with some friends and went to attica after. even bumpped into rahul at the private room and i must say, it was one of the better nights there. more to come this weekend. but must mellow out tomorrow. can't wait for my run tomorrow, hopefully with lynn toohoo :)

we went to Univeral Studios the other to help out a friend of hers, and it was SO. DAMN. FUN!!! i heard all the crap about universal studios being crappy and a bad copy of what it's like at Genting but whoever told me that had obviously not been there at all. the rides are so good (esp the one at The Mummy place and also the special effects auditorium @ hollywood + the land far far away (the whole theme was about Shrek) and it may seem kiddish or something to you, but where's the fun in a themepark if everything was all about being an adult (we should all leave that sort of fun to clubs & pubs & the ministry of sound!)

had an awesome time with lynn (: can't wait to go again.
and yes jen, be jealous! hahaha
next time we shall go with you.

off to bed. it's like 4 in the morning now.
i'd take some panadol if i hadn't already drunk. meow.

Aiii.

2010-05-01T17:11:00.003+08:00

if there ever was a word for it,
it would be spectacular. but i can't decide.

i'll be spending the next hour trying to upload photos with my shitty internet connection.

i can't believe i spent a bomb on flip flops.

2010-04-25T22:32:00.003+08:00

so i finally gave in to temptation and got a pair of studded havianas..
I LOVE IT SO MUCH THAT I GAVE IT ITS STOOL IN MY ROOM.

well no i'm not serious. it's just pretty and it was put there when my room was being cleaned but i do like the idea.

i pray it remains colgate white forever xoxo

PT

2010-04-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

i'm part-timing at the most awesomest place ever. even if i'm not working, i'll go down anyway! it's so nice and peaceful and white and bright. (:

off to get some chicken and salad.
my throat's getting more irritated ): don't know if chicken/salad dressing would be a good idea. where's my cough syrup..

2010-04-25T10:03:00.002+08:00

today's the first day of my first real temp job in years so bid me good luck - that i don't topple over in front of customers &/or drop stuff. i think i'll love it because i love the area but the thing that's really pulling me down is the fact that i have to wear covered shoes. ahh. i'm one of those flipflop lovers you see parading in town, the ones that fashionistas hate and blog about how unfashionable it is to see people decked in shorts and flip flops. i think it's only natural because it's so bloody hot here. i mean come on, it was what, 36 degrees out the other day. if singapore was one big beach, i'd prolly wear my swimsuit and sarong everyday hahaha

france with a chance

2010-04-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

Charlie France annoys me.

nothing.

2010-04-23T04:23:00.000+08:00

my qantas nightmare.

2010-04-22T15:10:00.005+08:00

Collectively, i have been on the hold with the airline companies for appx 60 mins over the past 2 days. you would know how bad it is if you've actually heard on-hold music before. i don't know where they find it, but i'm sure the music is not from this generation, or the previous 2 generations before this in fact. there's just something about it that makes you want to take the phone away from your ear and throw it to the wall or something. on-hold music induces.. all things horrible really. did i mention that i'm on hold right now?

so yesterday was pretty bad because i was pissed off half the time about my 3 week flight delay. i don't know why they had to push it so far ahead since the volcano had only disrupted 7 days of flight and i got pushed back, what, 3 weeks?! total bullcrap. so i met up with the girls in town after going down to the airport to get it all sorted but I had to revalidate it through the phone. ultimately ma-fan. it would of had been so much easier if I could of had just hopped on the plane tonight. a girl can dream.

and this was from abby's 2$ olympus film camera. i love it so much!

off to go get ready..soon. after scrubs at least.
i must waste my 3 week break. work work work!

ashes to ashes

2010-04-22T01:10:00.001+08:00

you are totally not helping with the situation..
i can pms too. i feel it coming over me already.

british airways > qantas (please let me fly BA!)

2010-04-21T12:25:00.002+08:00

am highly annoyed.

not only did they cancel my flight (though i can't really blame them for it) they also told me to book it online when i went down the other day and then now the website tells me i'm not permitted to change it. those fuckers. now i have to go down again. if they tell me to go to the website when i get there..

2010-04-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

twilight zone

2010-04-21T01:07:00.004+08:00

it's so funny, recently, we've been meeting models who look like they're part of the twilight/new moon cast.

earlier on during the start of the month, met someone who looked like jacob, and then on saturday, we met edward cullen. hahahahahaha chris & i were just discussing it at starbucks just now, along with recapping what went on that night. apparently there were things i didn't remember as well. oh well, like chris says.. if you don't remember much of what happened during the night, it probably was a good one. (;
o and we also met another one who like adam lambert.

the joys audi fashion fest brings to all of us.
hahahahahaha

i so loved saturday!

guess who's back with a brand new track

2010-04-21T00:36:00.006+08:00

i'm supposed to be flying out to europe this thursday and that volcano just had to erupt! what bad timing! ugh. my first trip to europe in years and something has to go wrong. well, me and the other 40,000++ people trying to travel within/to europe as well. i heard that the same volcano had continued to erupt for 3 damn years back in 1982 so if volcanos function somewhat close to how we function, it could very well happen again. and again. oh god, please let the ashes suddenly get heavy and fall back down to the ground. i can't wait to get out of this country!!

so i saw this on tumblr. and i instantly got reminded of the fact that a couple of hours ago when i was playing bejewelled two on my computer, i saw the diamonds and wanted to get one. for i shall, should i pass by a mama shop tomorrow. busy day ahead tomorrow, some hanging out, meeting N's mum to help him get some stuff to pass back to him and also...cascaden hopefully. oh, and a work out at the start of the day. i have to leave early with abby (because she's sleeping over and i would most probably wake up at 7am with her since she's leaving for work) and head down to the airport to know what are my options besides flying through london. this ultimately sucks. i don't care but i'm going to pack anyway if so happens a miracle is bestowed upon me and i get to fly out on thurs. I. CANNOT. WAIT. i usually am much more patient really.

i also wanted (and tried) shifting to tumblr. but blogger is my first true love and i heard nothing beats that.

however, i completely and utterly, beg to differ.
thank god we learnt something out of the great mistakes we made. otherwise i'd live in regret all my life. i already partially do and i'm not exagerrating. so many mistakes. so many.

well not making one now so that's good :)

Apple Core

2010-03-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

as the end of TEP is closing in, i'm getting even more excited, because this holiday, i'm going to switzerland baby!! whoot whoot. and without parents! on my own (well not literally alone but just without parents haha). i've booked the tickets and i've made a list of things to bring. work's been good to me recently and hopefully better next week so i can save up for the next holiday! but still. I C A N N O T W A I T. why does time fly slower when you want it to go faster? always man.. always!

the only thing i'll be missing out on during my holiday would be Fashion Week. well it's not like i'm actually working but i've have been for the previous 2 years so this time, i guess i'd have to sit this one out. well, switzerland anytime! cold weather - no icky outrageously hot weather and then rain & then icky hot weather.. just ultimate cold, chilly winds & SNOW :DDDDDD

yeah so i haven't seen snow before. i'm sure the ones who have must be thinking.. "wah see snow already get so excited ah?" YES CANNOT MEH? haha now the problem is my wardrobe. i have no idea what to wear to dress up for cold weather so i'll just piling up on layers. i'll look like a huge fishball in all my photos. def will have a hard time plucking up the courage to upload them up to facebook! haha

so important thing is, i've developed a new liking for rugby and am gonna to be a pledged supporter of the All Blacks. rarr.

no i would not like to meet the morgans thank you very much

2010-03-18T18:46:00.003+08:00

after today's emrs outing to pasir ris park, i am proud to announce that my tan lines have once again made a comeback. i love the sun, and i wish i would get tanned instead of burnt and i wish the sun block wasn't so reactive with my skin, otherwise i would of had slabbed on some. thank god the sun was only out for just a little bit and then came the wind, and then the rain. the stupidly heavy rain. so the outing got cut short & thus here i am, sitting on the couch back at home enjoying some films on vlc. off to watch Did you hear about the morgans. i hope its good. i'm already loving the starting. so awkwardly funny! speaking of awkward..

You're the wrong alice.

2010-03-18T18:07:00.001+08:00

the cheshire cat is really creeping me out.

MR 2010

2010-03-11T22:32:00.006+08:00

so the new cleo's top 50 eligible bachelors competition is on once again. i think they recently started it and i have already picked my favourite (clearly), but guess what i found on the internet on some random person's blog:

do note that i did not write this and i immediately had to print screen it to let all of you have a peek at his beautiful face, but more importantly, what was written BESIDE it.

hahahahaha omg this is hilarious. i'm sorry if you happened to chance upon this post but i had to. i really did. thank god for moderated comments right.
totally respect the courage to put it right out there though. haha.

so my vote's on this one. young (25), successful (CEO) and also salty.
i bought the magazine because i've been dreadfully bored in school. i have almost gone through the whole season 5 of grey's anatomy and usually, i'd take much longer than just 2 weeks. maybe like 3 months or so but that show is the shit. its amazing. it hooks you in and god it's depressing. izzy almost died on me today. but instead, my favourite sandals died instead. so did my favourite pair of slippers, both of which broke off in the past week and had lasted me for what, two years? i hate buying havianas and sandals because
a. havianas are so damn expensive nowadays &
b. sandals give me blisters, with the exception of that one pair.

this is shit really. total bull crap. bad things do not happen twice in a period of 7 days. they just don't. maybe the sway-ness of grey's anatomy has been rubbed off into the depths of my soul, which then went down to my feet (because of gravity, duh) and therefore grasped onto the soles of my slippers and sandals, forcing it to break when i tried to lift up my foot. a tragedy, but we all have to move on. god damn it. always when my pay is one week away. always!

so my mum helped me buy a pair of slippers from Shop In at tekka mall before we fetched her and headed down to newton for some awesome sambal stingray & soy sauce squid. mmmmm. great dinner but i had to force myself to keep my eyes off the $6.90 slippers. it is sometimes true (or maybe most times..) that you get what you pay for.
meh.
i don't believe in reincarnation but now i need to! oh my beautiful grip-less slippers. where art thou?

oh no oh yeah

2010-02-24T00:28:00.003+08:00

i hadn't had much sleep in the last two days that i think my mind is getting a little off track. i stoned all the way through the train ride to school, except for that moment where the token sweaty man on the train cabin decides to lean against the railing and make everyone really pissed and the almost-barf-in-the-mouth because its really disgusting that i have to have my hand trapped under your sweaty working shirt that's stuck to your body. definitely is not a crowd-pleaser.

so i'm at school and what i thought was me walking to my locker, although the journey got cut-short after i banged into the piller. extremely stupid and i sure should of felt like it but i was way too tired. i drank the same amount of coffee today as i would on the day before i had to sit for an exam but the whole day was still a blur. still getting the hang of waking up early as i clearly have enjoyed the 2++ week holiday waking up no earlier (what was on one or 2 occasions only) than 8 in the morning. now i have to wake up at 6. i really do need to get the rest i need and be slightly (okay, so much more) productive during my attachment. god knows what i've been doing in school for the past 2 days.

skipped the first couple of days because i was in Bintan! didn't know it was going to be that good but it was nothing short of amazing. right after we checked in, we headed straight down to the beach and i found out the joys of kayak surfing, although we did capsize twice, one of which i got my head whacked by the kayak. i've already heard the story being told umpteen times by nick & i always found i hilarious that it happened because i definitely should of had listened to the "when the kayak capsizes, cover your head with your hands". haha. oh well, shit happens and worse things could of happened. but didn't. on the mission of creating a more positive mindset, but watching grey's anatomy does not help much. i'm super addicted to it again though, as depressing as it is. they say that we all go through sorrow and pain to realize the good things in life. its true though and we sleep to enjoy waking up to switching off the alarm and going back to sleep again.

damn i wish i could do that everyday. unfortunately, my alarm tone is far too annoying and i don't want to fail my attachment.

2010-02-11T19:24:00.000+08:00

Waiting can get really boring when u haven't come prepared to deal with it. Thank god for wireless or I think I might of had died. Its really packed here now and I want to go use the bathroom but..waiting sucks even more when u haven't got a seat. Haha. I'll just stick to my seat and hope tt the green sign will turn red and I'll be free! Meh. I hope its not delayed now. Been waiting for over an hour already );

2010-02-10T02:03:00.001+08:00

Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one is watching.

- Randall G Leighton

Cold showers get me through the day.

2010-02-09T23:03:00.006+08:00

spent the day hanging out with abby & helped me take pictures for the new livejournal post ((:

(CLICK)

i spent the whole day putting everything together. finally! the hard part's always getting started and then typing it out. thank god i'm done with that.

i updated as abby studied but she went down to use the massage chair.

abby was masking up while i spent some time on treasure madness. a good way to kill time btw. haha.
so i'm left with 2 days till... (: ahh can't wait. thank god i have a partially busy day ahead of me tomorrow and then some. off to go watch some dvds i rented (: x

i wish i knew how to post up pictures with my phone!

2010-02-09T02:25:00.000+08:00

Over at abby's now and she's sewing shoulder pads onto her blouse because one of it came out. Haha. I never thought I'd see it happening but its so fun watching my best friend grow up (:

oh air-con controller, where art thou?

2010-02-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

it is spectacularly hot today. it's been like this for the past week and there's no way i'm going out if it is already this hot at home. actually, the reason behind me staying home now more often is because i realized that i'm going to be seriously broke this year so i'm going to take the measures i can to stop that from happening. well, to make the process more gradual. i just spent like ten dollars on food and drinks at 711 and i need to get tortilla chips & salsa because the girls are staying over tomorrow ((: ahh i miss you guys so much! for now, i'll just be taking measurements & pictures to sell some old clothes since i'm free. need to kill time till thurs! and what better way than to make some extra cash. :)

i need a cold bath. i can't even remember why i put the heater on. smart move there.
i can't take this anymore. i'm boiling up here!

wig-ged.

2010-02-03T13:12:00.003+08:00

so i decided to stick to blogger. lazy la blog on tumblr because its a whole different concept. this is the ultimate best blogging spot because i've been with it for years. i still have the livejournal one for personal entries but i haven't used it in a while either. i guess as you grow older, you keep more things to yourself as opposed to when you were younger and nothing mattered as much as it does now. but the most old school place to blog was this website that abby and i used to blog on - teenopendiary - but i'm not even sure whether its free anymore. i tried searching for my old blog but it was unlocatable (and so is that word in the dictionary).
so today was the last day of our 2nd stopover in school and its all over!! woohoo 2 weeks break and then it's bintan baby!

off for work first and then i'll be able to sleep in to at least 12pm tmr. i only slept like 3 hours last night and i don't really fancy reliving the dark eye circles on both the bottom and top of my eyes. doesn't look very fangsy. more dark eye circles = more concealer = having to buy it more often. gotta save up.

speaking of saving up, i've been saving up for the past week and not eating outside / not cabbing (except after 12am) / not buying any nonsense and guess what? i got pick-pocketed!!!! screw the person who stole it because never did i once take it out on the way back and i remember clearly placing it in my bag before the journey home. it's a nice bag, the one i was holding, but it had a flaw. there were spaces at the side where you could somewhat reach in and take something and i think my wallet was near the hole. so great. now i'm back to square one and i saved for nothing!!!! grar.

i'm so annoyed.
next time i'll just keep it at home.

good day!

probably

2010-01-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

I've been a busy bee ever since the new year started, or rather ever since xmas and there's too much to do and too little time to do it! i've been trying to squeeze in some studying tonight since i'm feeling ever so motivated but it came to an abrupt halt / pause when the cramps kicked in. this is really annoying but I of all people, should know that nothing is perfect and i don't know why i have a duran duran song in my itunes playlist because i don't ever remember taking a fangsy to them. thats just unreal. i know i have the spice girls somewhere in there but duran duran, yeah i just never got the hang of them.
i have 3 chapters to go and all i could think about was:

1. Trapper Keepers and why they didn't introduce them to the singapore kids while we were in primary school
2. how far geneva is from singapore & what time it is there
3. my new found skill of knowing when kenny dies in south park before it actually happens..

i'm already down to the last 4 (or rather the first 4) seasons and i can't wait to get through them but that would mean that i had already watched them all and then i'll need the rest of the 5th season of How I met your mother. south park shall always be my favourite "right-before-you-go-to-bed" show though. its one of the few shows that never depresses you but rather leaves you laughing till milk comes out your nose, OR. confused. haha. they do have some weird shit in there. it's amazing.

TWENTY TEN.

2010-01-01T15:18:00.004+08:00

ahhh.. NEW YEARS COUNTDOWN LAST NIGHT WAS EPIC!
i think i can speak on behalf of everyone who was in attica when i say that. i had sooo much fun and when i woke up today and looking at who i was messaging last night.. i laughed so hard. hahaha. i even got one from i don't know who saying "phone call. vip." hahaha what??!? i don't know but the rest i was sending out was hilarious. i think both my friends who i was messaging and myself did not have a clue what we were all saying. ahhh. the outcome of a brilliant night.
so obviously we went to attica and i made it in time for the countdown thankfully. i was out of the house at about 1130 and of all the things i didn't bring out yesterday was my... WALLET. thanks. of all the things! thank god christabel saved me out of this. and i took the train home so at least i saved some money. but holy shit! do not ever take the train when you're tired and in heels because its simply not a good idea. i felt like crap to be honest. but i was left with no choice! nicholas and i were walking around CQ trying to find a cab, tried calling several times but bloody hell, there wasn't any available cabs. i would of had hitched a ride but that wouldn't be such a grand idea seeing the state i was in. yeah, prolly wouldn't of had turned out well. so i made it to the nearest mrt and got into a cab and made it home at about 7 in the morning. once and never again! still can't wait to see what the rest of the year will turn out like but I, along with quite a few friends of mine, think 2010 will be so much better than last year. the end of 2009 has been pretty bad, esp in the first half but its been getting better (: thank god.

so the day before the countdown, jen, christabel and i went to a party at the penthouse at the sail and it was pretty damn awesome.

remy invited us so we went down to take a look and it was beautiful (: left quite a while later and went to cq and the rest of the night was history (: also got the hang out with my lovelies in town for a while the other day.

sorry i didn't stay for long guys. ):
went for dinner after at this really good indian restaurant down at peninsula. omg, the butter chicken! you have to go there. its in the basement right beside komala's. the paneer was really good as well. i feel like going down today actually. that would be awesome.

i'm so tired still. i don't know why now but once i wake up even though i slept for like only 6 hours, i can't go back to sleep. it really is frustrating. maybe i'll forgo the idea of even leaving the house today and just stay in bed all day because that's exactly what i've been doing. watch some movies. stone it out. sounds good to me. rarrr. HAPPY NEW YEAR :) X

why? i'll tell you why. that's why.

2009-12-16T23:38:00.008+08:00

the ones i like are always...
1. attached
2. emotionally unavailable
3. shy until cannot say hello back
4. (apparently) gay
5. (what turned out to be) pigs

its sadly hilarious. or hilariously sad. pick one!

and sometimes, or a lot of the time,
they think i'm cheating on my apparently existing boyfriend.
i'd really like to meet him, whoever he is! enlighten me. but personally, i'd like to meet the guy at least before we get together. i don't know how they go about it where you're from..

oh you so fangsy!

2009-12-16T22:35:00.004+08:00

i've been so tired with my attachment and work lately that i have absolutely no time to time to do anything but sleep when i get home. i think i'm not even getting enough sleep right now and i've gotten this constant headache that gets only slightly better when i have my (now what has come to be a daily ritual) coffee. its really helping me alot and since theres full shift on for the next couple of days and on mon & tues, which i find to be TOTALLY RIDICULOUS, we have to be in school from like...9 to 530pm and theres going to be 16 people stuck in one room for the whole damn day, when its already unbearable when there's about 10 of us.. die. i'm going to get even more annoyed than i am now.

so zoukout was AMAZING, CRAZY, AND EVERYTHING AWESOME.
went to rasa sentosa to meet jas to get my ticket and then we chilled with anusha and the rest. it was so fun because we were already planning trips to like bali and hong kong and whooohooo i can't wait to get away from everything. there will be nothing like the sun, fun and just relaxing on the beaches.
zoukout however, was nothing but relaxing! there was so many places to go, so many people which we bumpped into and most importantly, music to dance to! at first it was ok because we didn't know where to go and i was having cramps but in the end, we settled for the tent and then moved onto the arena which was nearest to wavehouse and there, we danced as the sun rose! there was absolutely nothing like it (:

we stopped partying at about.. 7 and then met mel, and walked right out. obviously, it would be impossible to find a cab or get on the bus seeing as about 20,000 people were trying to get home at the same times as us. BUT, mel saved the day! she ran up to the most innocent looking white guy alone in a cab and asked if we could be dropped off outside and surprisingly, he said yes!! we were heading out and saw adrian walking out. (HAHAH) and another friend of mine hitched a ride on the foreign workers' truck! the things we do to get some sleep...

overall, it was so awesome and i really can't wait to see whats happening there next year. maybe i'll just sleep on the beach and get a tan. ha. well we'll see! maybe i'll even get a chance to be in brazil my this time next year. i can't wait to see all my plans come to life (:

meet me halfway

2009-12-10T08:01:00.002+08:00

so i wasn't born with it, maybelline's pore zero makeup base is sooo good! i swear to god, my skin felt really smooth after using and my makeup did last the whole day as they stated in their advertorials. def worth your $19.90. ahh. cheap good makeup. always a good thing.

so i think i'm falling sick. been having a cold for the past couple of days but i've got 3 castings this morning & then.. school ): grar. need to finish up my summary report and personal selling report when i was selling apple strudels. its actually arriving on the 17th and my dad bought one so theres one thing to look forward to at the end of our full day shift because there's the attachment handover to the next bunch of students. and then its the 2 week break (minus two days because of the handover. jeez). from the 17th to the 22nd, there will be a total of approximately...16 people crammed up in a room which is already really frustrating when there's 8 of us inside.

well, at least after zoukout this sat, my mind, body and soul, will be at peace! (for some time anyway)
but still...
ZOUKOUT!!!!

grar can't wait! woohooo

-

2009-12-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

no one appreciates prank calls.

maybe she's born with it. no, it's maybelline.

2009-12-07T23:18:00.007+08:00

got back home at ten today looking for the items for the market research project and i'm beat!
however, i did manage to get that maybelline pore minimizer cream thing that you can use as a makeup base, and i tried it.

abby told me about it, i told a friend about it and both had good reviews about it so i went to get one for myself and its amazing! my skin feels really smooth after it, and from what i heard, it doesn't give breakouts & lasts the whole day so i can't wait to see how it works tomorrow. finally, good makeup at an affordable price!! so there is justice in this cruel world..

and today in one of the shops in my school, i found something spelt so...wrong, that it's totally worthy of Engrishfunny.com.
i shall let all of you see it tomorrow. its so awesome. think what could happen when you spell peeling wrong.. YES. that first word that comes to mind.. i can't believe they still sell it though. till tomorrow!

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wait. there i found it!

if you can't see it, click on it.
yeah, i don't think i'd want to use that on my face...

how soon is now?

2009-12-06T23:45:00.005+08:00

ahhh last was awesome! not now, i'm having such a bad headache but you know, the night being great, is always worth the hangover. haven't had one for a long time. & its been a long time since i've had such a good time but...
NEXT SATURDAY IS GOING TO BE EVEN BETTER. its ZOUKOUT!!!

i'm still a zoukout virgin so i hope its all its made up to be. i really can't wait for next sat! only thing is, i'm working on friday, sat and then sunday, and maybe on the monday following that. hahaha i better make up for some sleep this week so i better be off to bed soon!

haven't been whipping out the camera much either, even though i wish i did last night because christabel finally found the epic shade of lipstick that we had been looking for all this while and she found it down under in australia. so screw this, once my stick finishes, i am going to australia to get more. see, there's always a good reason to travel. rarr.

been clubbing too much for the past 2 weeks even though i was supposed to be on my "break from clubbing" last week but that didn't turn out the way i planned to..

i really should rest up. and i'm knackered.
good night good citizens of singapore.
i hope i don't have weird dreams again. you wouldn't believe what i dream of the other night..

POST, IS UP (:

2009-12-04T01:52:00.002+08:00

Hi all, i've just posted up my major wadrobe clearance post.
so click HERE to check it out (:

x

Selling My Holga 120 CFN

2009-12-03T18:35:00.002+08:00

Selling my Holga 120 CFN

in very good condition but i don't use it anymore.
if interested, please comment here with your email OR
leave your comment HERE.

guess who

2009-12-03T16:57:00.004+08:00

Grar stuck at home today and i took leave today, to go for a casting and suppposedly to marina square to finish up my marketing research report which is due tuesday but i'm stuck here at home because of a bad stomach. wasted! ahh but nevermind. i'm in due of a good rest at home, and i managed to get a lot of sleep today, which i haven't in the longest time so i'll get down to my other reports which are also due next week. so bored! but its all good with the bed being only a few steps away from me. very convenient if i feel a sudden pang of tiredness.
almost done with the measurements for my clothes post. hopefully by tonight it shall be up! and i shall stop procrastinating and really make an effort this time.
also tried looking for a hotel room to stay at sentosa for after zoukout but bloody hell, its almost fully booked everywhere! the only rooms available were 500 dollar superior rooms and i'd rather go on a shopping spree thank you very much. can't wait for the 12th! ABBY you HAVE to go!

and thank corns, for last night. sorry i didn't sleep over. lazy to make my way home in the morning! LOVE YOU GUYS XXXXXXXX

LET LOOSE GREY GOOSE!

2009-12-01T19:34:00.001+08:00

FOR NOW, I AM CLEARING MY WARDROBE AND SELLING A ROOM FULL OF CLOTHES, SOON TO BE POSTED UP.
because its only tuesday but i'm already thinking about the weekend!! :D

you must of had fallen from the sky

2009-11-29T06:01:00.004+08:00

no more relying on much. no more on pinning hopes on empty promises i make up for myself. time to get things done, stop having empty dreams, and start making things happen.

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;via brittanimarie@tumblr

foreign exchange

2009-11-28T23:12:00.005+08:00

aku nampak die tak tau malu kat fb wall kau, cam takde kerje lain je. eh irritatingnye!
amaciam ahlian indonesia?

My favouritest websites ever.

2009-11-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

so if you're in need of a quick/long cheer up and you're stuck at home or work or wherever with nothing to do,
here's a couple of my favourite websites to get you laughing so hard that your face will hurt.
well, i cried. hahahhaha. its way awesome & you should DEF go take a look if you haven't, bored or not bored.

3. Epic Fail
2. Engrish Funny

and my ultimate favourite that really made my night,
No. 1: Autocomplete Me

so there you go. knock yourselves out!

Ikea is King.

2009-11-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

you have to admit you love it, because i do.

I.A.

2009-11-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

god damnn (:

I ♥ Polaroids!

2009-11-25T19:26:00.003+08:00

Yeah I know i don't have a scanner but..
i really feel like getting the fujifilm polaroid camera!

Clean up clean up everybody do your job

2009-11-25T18:31:00.002+08:00

after i write this post, i am really going to springclean my room.
i've been thinking about it for ages but today, i am finally getting down to it. i mean, i gotta make use of my 5 day weekend! (: maybe i should sleep in now but i'll leave that for tomorrow. i don't know what i'm going to be doing tomorrow but i feel like ladies night tonight. if you are going... let me know! couple hours at home and i'm already slightly bored. roar.

You're so gay and you don't even like boys

2009-11-22T18:49:00.004+08:00

I've been in such a foul mood lately. i don't know if its them being annoying or me, just being irritable. i think most of it is the second one. i even got pissed off last night for reasons which i came to realise was stupid when i thought about it after i woke up just now. i should of known what's coming my way when i put myself in situations like that. i really should know better.
on the brighter side, i did manage to get back some sleep last night. i woke up at 4pm, something i haven't done in AGES. feels pretty damn good.

so this weekend was half mad.
worked at heineken green room on friday and as usual, the DJs were crazyy! i've fallen in love with the Gaslamp Killer. he's amazing. amazing i tell you! there wasn't much of him on youtube, but this was something like what was playing that night:

ahh. i can't wait to catch him again! and that guy that remixed the pon de dancefloor song is playing soon as well! anyone wants to go? too bad c, you'll be in australia! i'll tell you all about it. hahaha.

the girls i worked with for the show (: long time no see but it was ok. knocked off at 130am and then headed down to attica for my weekly dose of fun! stayed for a couple hours only and then headed off again. (: it was a good night, even last night was. but i'm knackered. that's why i stayed in and now i'm off to get ready for dinner. i need food. roar.

everyone loves a geezer, don't we?

2009-11-15T11:27:00.003+08:00

last night, this geezer told me my horoscope in the form of some intense, spiritual conversation..
"i can tell, that you don't trust people much. you build this wall around you, and don't let anyone in...blah blah blah why is that its only you and that girl (christabel) who comes out all the time, where are all your other girlfriends. you mustn't like girls very much. you probably are very self-loathing that's why you don't club with other girls much.. and what was it that you were studying? marketing? what a bad thing to study. you can't get a job if you study that. bad choice. you should of done engineering. who would hire a person who studied marketing??"

WTF. i mean COME. ON.
even my mum has heard those lines more than once. my mum.
your lines, have already expired a long ass time ago.

and yes, there isn't anyone in the marketing industry. no one advertises, no marketing campaigns, nothing. all this sounds gibberish doesn't it, to you? i bet.

the best part was that he looked really serious and asked S for back up, that he's an AWESOME GUY. ahhh you know. i don't really feel like agreeing to that. no.. not really.

and if you noticed, some guys also think that if they bring you down, they can get anything they want out of you.
jesus, who the hell taught you that?!
why would you want to go out with someone who called you self-loathing and UNSOCIABLE? - i just remembered thats what the guy called me last night as well. very nicely done. and to end this wonderful conversation, he topped it off with:
"you need to hang out with me more you know. i can show you the ways of life."

o do teach me the ways confucius.

& while you're at it, FUCK OFF.

back to sleep. it's only 11:38am.
so pissed off arrhh.

i shoulda known better

2009-11-11T02:30:00.003+08:00

watching Sex & the City with parents can get a little awkward..
especially when it involves samantha getting it on with some old dude

ADV - ONEPINTPLEASE

2009-11-11T00:49:00.005+08:00

I'm so sick of wearing jeans out everyday now because of the in-school attachment and the only time i really get to wear dresses are during the weekends. like we went to the rugby 7s on saturday afternoon when i got to wear a sundress out and later on at night, more dresses! a girl can never have too many of them.. (:

and the thing is with dresses, finding a nice, good one can really be tough. as you all know, most of the shops now in singapore tend to bring in crap, which basically resulted in online shopping for me (and some other friends as well!). I usually go to places like ohlova, or bonitochico but recently got to know another good one through a friend, and they've got pretty awesome stuff!

ONEPINTPLEASE
I have a blue dress that i've yet to wear out because i plan my dresses out for weekends and that one is going to be the one i'll wearing this friday but the one i got as a gift from zac was amazing and it fitted perfectedly! i wore it out last week!

(don't mind my messed-up face! HAHA. it was a crazy night) the dress still, was in excellent shape!

and the material was really good as well, not those cheap flimsy materials that don't usually last very long.

they have some other amazing stuff as well, like this one that i wanted to get.

and this was the one that i got (the ones in the photos above!)

can't wait to wear the one this friday (: more pictures then! x

live long and prosper

2009-11-10T02:49:00.002+08:00

i finally got to watch star trek!
i must admit, i was a little scared at first, but it actually turned out to be a good film! won't be so keen on learning their language, but might just rent a couple more of what came after the first one (: but.. seeing uhura make out with spock is slightly, odd. haha.

ahh so tired. afternoon shift this week so i'll be able to get up later than i was waking up previously.
i still can't believe i lost my phone. now i'm stuck with a samsung and i'm hating every minute of texting with it.

Ebay is evil, at times like these.

2009-11-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that i've actually planned this out.

i have to be at school at 8am (extra early, don't you love it?)
but, thing is, this dress that i really want, that's on ebay, has its bidding thing ending at 7:39am.
so what i'm actually planning, is to go down to school by 7:30am so that i can win that item which means i'd have to wake up at about.. 530???????

ahhhh screw the dress.
but it's so pretty. and only 15US (with another not-as-nice dress thrown in along with it) but its both OH SO WORTH IT.

please talk some sense into me. please.

hangin' halloween

2009-11-01T15:21:00.002+08:00

so halloween this year wasn't as good as the last, for whatever reasons. but still, quite good as it came to the latter part of the night. THIS. IS. SPARTA!

hahaha
x

Childish Dreaming

2009-10-27T03:12:00.001+08:00

This blackboard
Weighs heavy
Board rubbers
Leave scars
Exam board
Inspections
To the drawing board
My son
You need curriculum
And discipline
So pull up your socks
Stand tall and breathe in

Why am I not rich?
Why is my back sore?
What makes us linear?
What did Grandad die for?
Why are there armies?
And whos on our side?
Where does the sun rise?
And where does it hide?

Back to bed
You're dreaming again
Safety in numbers my friend

Picked from a shelf
Sent on parade
Forty hours weekly
Slave for a way
To pick from a shelf
Send on parade
Children of fortune
Make children of fame

Why is this yours?
Why wasn't it mine?
Why do the clocks keep on ticking off time?
Why are there nightmares?
And who made my shoes?
Why are there children shedding blood on the news?

Back to bed
You're dreaming again
Safety in numbers my friend

But someone has told me

2009-10-27T02:47:00.001+08:00

"don't give us anything and that promise us everything"

My Circuitboard City

2009-10-25T21:41:00.009+08:00

Last night was so fun! drinking game at henry's and then we went off to cq (: ahh. don't you just love saturday nights? it was glenn's birthday weekend so what a better reason to celebrate!

it was crazy. note that wasn't particularly good at tap tap and we all know what happens with that. haha. at least i didn't take any of glenn's pepe tequila. def not good, i heard.
i slept really early, in the morning (for about an hour tops) and then i went to get ready for liwen's twenteen at the mac party. i think its supposed to be for kids up till the age of 12 but 20's still a good age to feel young. i loved the blow wind blow game!

twas a fresh change from the usual parties, but i must say, quite disappointing to learn that no macdonald stars made an appearance. no ronald, no hamburglar, nothing!
so we went to town after to get things done. liwen got her belly pierced (pretty brave as well!) and ania got her ears pierced. the boys got their eyebrows done and liwen & i got some new studs. settled pre-dinner with sushi and we all went down to hang out at starbucks.

off to bed. i really do need to get some rest! x

jesus

2009-10-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

yeah, anonymous, i don't care if you think i'm good looking or not, because i never self-proclaimed that. but fyi, "fms" does not stand for famous, stupid. do you not have anything better to do.

your english is astounding by the way.